总有一些人...

总有一些人，他们看上去整天都很开心，嘻嘻哈哈的，没有烦恼，像个小孩，
他们会说玩是我最大的乐趣，我很喜欢玩，
我什么都会玩人多的时候他们脸上总挂着笑容，
好多人都会羡慕他们，
然而这其实是他们最悲哀的地方，
他们不想让别人看到自己难过的一面，
更没有能力一个人独处，
因为当夜深人静的时候，
他不知道一个人会发生什么事，
坐在窗前冥想走过的点滴

没有人读的懂他们，
想着想着貌似快乐的他们就会黯然流下一脸的悲伤，
然后自己对自己说：其实也没什么，命运吧！
所以他们就整天逼自己笑，
以此来逃避那些常人所不能不承受的痛苦！

他们貌似很坚强，因为在别人看来，他们什么事都能微笑着去面对，
但事实上他们长着世界上最脆弱的心灵，
只是长期的伪装使得别人很难发现他们内心深处的创伤。
他们其实非常孤独，虽然看到他们时都是在跟一群人谈天说地，
那是因为他们实在不能承受一个人时的折磨！

他们只想简简单单、快快乐乐的活着，
期待并且相信每个人给的笑容都是真心的，
希望身边的人都是真正的喜欢自己。
即使别人小小的意见，也会另他们难过好久，
他们真的真的很介意，介意自己不被人喜欢。
因为，他们总是为别人想的很多，对别人总是比对自己好；
把能对喜欢的人好当做幸福，喜欢别人比喜欢自己多。

他们总是那样，前一秒还伤心的流着泪，
后一秒出现在朋友面前的时候，已经满脸溢着灿烂的笑容。
有人说他们是向日葵，
是的，他们在意的人就像是太阳，
在面对太阳的时候永远是明艳的花瓣，
而太阳照不到的背面，那悲伤藏得那么好，不愿被看见。

他们向往放纵自由的生活，
却必须为了谁很努力的朝另外的一个方向活着，
很累很累，却仍是心甘情愿。
离自己的梦境越来越来远，
不得不面对从未想过的争夺和复杂，恐慌、不知所措。
只有面对最信赖的人时，才会卸下盔甲，委屈的流下眼泪。
因为在他们心里，
笑就是开心，哭就是难过，接近就是喜欢，远离就是讨厌。
但其实不是，他们明白了，
心好伤，眼泪就没忍住。
哭过之后，笑笑得擦干眼泪，说，没关系，我可以做的很好的。

他们好像无所不能，好像总是不会有烦恼，
好像什么问题都能轻而易举的解决，
总是喜欢喜欢出现在流泪的人面前，笑嘻嘻的逗着笑。
而面对自己的问题，他们却茫然无措，
面对自己的悲伤，他们只会躲在人们看不见的角落里慢慢由伤口越裂越大。

他们的想法非常简单，说出来的就是心里所想的，
肚子里不会拐七道八道的小弯，
无心的话可能会引起别人的误解。
所以，请别记恨他们，他们从不愿伤害谁，小小的错误就能让他们懊悔很久。

他们其实非常单纯，甚至你曾经给了他一个微笑他也会一辈子记得你的好，
因此他们的世界观其实也很简单，他们很容易受蛊惑 ，
请不要轻易的伤害他们的感情，
因为一旦伤害了，那就将永远弥补不回来！

如果你身边有这种人请你给予他（她）那怕是凤毛麟角的那点关怀，
让他（她）知道这个世界没有抛弃他们...

From a certain page of Facebook.

Back to nature~

Today, I'm having a morning walk with my friends in Botanical Garden. Since my graduation, I've never wake up this early... The last time I've visited Botanical Garden is last year, during cross country run. It's been a while that I've paid mother nature a visit...


After we arrive there, I've noticed a few things. First, the stalls in front of the gate are gone... Secondly, the landscape on the way to the garden has changed. They are building some road and bridges for people to walk and enjoy the scenery before reaching the garden. By the way, they are building some structure in front of the gate, perhaps a proper shelter for the stalls to do their business.

As usual, it's quite early but the garden is already crowded with people. Although it's morning, the air is not as cold as before, it's warmer... I'm kinda disappointed because I'm coming here to enjoy the natural cold air... Nonetheless, it feels relaxing and refreshing after having a long walk in the garden. The air is filled with the aroma of plants, inhale deeply are quite rejuvenating for my mind and body.

 

Meet my new buddy!

Well, to tell you the truth, the purpose of this walk is for me to spend some time chatting with my friends. Most of my friends now are busy working and studying, some are simply bored and lazy staying at home most of the time. I'm glad that I have an opportunity to spend some time with my friends in a natural environment. Staying in a natural environment make me feel relaxed, and they give me the feeling of carefree and freedom...

I'll stop here now, wish everyone can keep in touch with their friends... You know, some people told me that making friends is easy, but I think keeping them is a challenge to me, a trial of lasting friendship.

Smoked lungs! A tasty treat?

Recently, I've found out some of my colleagues are smokers... And many people I know while I'm working smoked. Even my dad is a smoker too... And I've wondered why smoking is so addictive? It's like once they start, they can't stop! Want them to stop smoking it's like taking their lives away... I know because I've conducted series of experiment on my father~ Ironically, as a parent, they tell us not to smoke as somking will ruin your health but they are doing that daily... Aren't they feared that one day their health is ruined by this habit?

Well, I've ask a few of my colleagues about why are they smoking. They tell me smoking makes you feel satisfied, and some say it makes you feels "high", and some tell me smoking will make you stay awakened. I dunno, some even say it feels like masturbating... I might understand part of it as I'm a video games addict... I see people are willing sacrifice many things to fulfill their own desires, like their own health. But I think it's better than addicted to drugs though...

The point is, some of them started to smoke very early in their life, like during secondary school. And one of my colleague is same age as me, and he smoked a lot. like maybe 3~4 times in an hour. I'm really amazed to see this when I hanging out with my colleagues one day. I've wondered if he experienced some smoking side-effects, probably not... But I'm sure they are cooking their lungs slowly... I've wondered if his parents know about his habit, or maybe his parents allow him to smoke... That's weird though, for parents to allow their childrens smoke...

The thing I'm concerned is not them or their health, it's us, their friends and family that don't smoke. They are willing to sacrifice their own health to satisfy themselves, and there's no way to stop them right? They might make some promises, but I doubt they would keep it though... The reason I'm not concerned about them is because the one who suffered it's not them, it's their friends and family who cared about them... I've found that secondhand "smokers" die earlier than the smokers themselves. I'm not sure about real statistics, but this is my personal observations anyway.

Later their family members get chronic illness because of their smoking habit, and the will probably say something like "Oh!! I shouldn't smoke! I'm really sorry!" or maybe like "Oh God! Why did you let us suffer like this!? I didn't do anything wrong!". Oh I say shut up, regret now is useless, and blaming the gods is pointless too. Everything is caused by yourself! I hope my dad won't be like this though... Probably he would anyway...

So do you like smokers? They smell great aren't they? Or perhaps they would serve some "tasty" smoked lungs that they prepared for so long... Think before you act, don't prepare your smoked lungs for your family members, they ain't tasty, they cause miseries...

Mean & picky niggard!

Today, I've met the widely detested customer at the restaurant I worked at. That customer, an middle aged woman, which is black-listed by my colleagues as a mean and picky niggard... At first I don't really believe it as it was kinda funny, but today I've served her! Well, at first I smiled at her, and her respond is "why are you smiling to me? It's very retarted you know?". I was very annoyed by her attitude, and you know what, she is as ugly as her words! Then she placed some order and complained about our foods are not tasty and she does not like it... I've wondered why she is even here... Then she ordered a beer and then I served the beer to her, then she blocked the glass with her hands and her mobile phone. The she ask me to pour the beer for her, and how am I supposed to do that!? And now I understand why they hate her so much, as she opened her mouth, insults and complaints are splashed on your face harshly... What a mean woman she is!

She reminded me someone I know, which attitude is almost identical to hers. He would sue a worker of a company for not refilling soft drinks for him! Isn't it ridiculous?

I really don't understand these kind of people, why would they do that? What are they thinking? Is there any advantages of being mean and picky towards everyone they meet? But I guess they are really fearless eh, as they are not afraid of getting beaten up or losing their own property by the people provoked by them... If there is no law in this world, I think they'll be getting a trip to the underworld real soon... One of my friend told me that if there is no law, she wouldn't be old! I bet you get his idea, and it was very funny!

Are you a mean person? Are you being picky towards everything? Ask yourself, do you like people being mean or picky towards you? If so, have a nice day~