Like this cat.
Well, few days ago, one of my classmate's dad just passed away. And he the only child in their family. I guess he'd feel more lonely now... I wonder how will I feel if this happens to me... This day will come eventually...
Trial exam is over too, and I regretted that I wasn't revising beforehand. I don't expect any good results then. I'm just too lazy...
Gifted? By that I mean gifted people. I always wonder, am I gifted? No superpower no psychic ability, but quicker learning speed and better understanding prowess than my peers. I'm not boasting here, just trying to figure out the truth, but I bet everyone of you have questions for yourself too.
Ever since when I'm in primary school, I feel that I'm having better results than others that worked harder than me. Playing whole day, got caned by teacher tomorrow because never done my homework properly, and loathed by most teachers; meanwhile, others got praised for their work and getting "stars" for it. After examination results is out, even the teachers are suprised and they are doubting me, talk about prejudice! Myself are quite amazed too, they'd work so much harder than me. Then it strikes me...
During classes, I understands theories quickly too, processing information rapidly, memorizing them, testing the logic and finding flaws in it, asking questions. Learning is never boring to me.
Another incident, is when I was learning an instrument. I joined CLHSCO and assigned to take Liuqin, an chinese musical instrument. So I begin to learn, and the seniors are amazed, because I can play some pieces in shorter time than they expect. Even the younger peers are asking me how I did that, but seriously I don't know why.
These events make me wonder, am I gifted or that others are doing things inefficiently? But I believe I can do it, others can too. Some of my friends are feeling unfair for my "gift", because they worked so hard while I'm fooling around... My friends, you don't have to feel that way, I believe in karma and Newton's third law, everything is fair in the end...
I guess I have to stop here, it's 2.30a.m. in the morning now.
What do you think readers? Are you in the same situation as I do? Feel free to comment and give opinion.
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Have a nice day, everyday. =)
-JP
